Random Tots Part 2

Here I am again, typing away in an internet cafe. Racking my brains out for things to say. Cramming cuz I have soo much to tell but soo little time.

I miss having internet at home and at the office. Eversince our access was taken away, I felt lifeless. Yeah, I know it sounds really weird and geeky but its really how I feel.

Nways, since Im pressed for time, here are my random TOTs and kwentos:

Random Tot #1
Just left the office. Work really sucks. The more time I spend at the office, the more hopeless I feel about the work that Im in. I dont want to be stuck answering calls forever. It feels meaningless and really uninspiring. Totoo talaga na if pera lang ang habol mo sa trabaho mo, mawawalan ka talaga ng gana. Im not saying Im being paid really really well but the reason why Im staying is mainly because of the financial benefits that it offers. Goodluck na lang saken kung makaalis ako kaagad. With all the credit cards that I have to pay, it feels like Im gonna be stuck in my current job forever. That sucks.

Random Tot #2
Kaguluhan sa Pinas, na naman. Kausap ko si Mako ngayon, she's my friend who's currently in Japan (dun sya nambababae, hehe, peace friend!) and she's sooo worried about home. I told her not to worry cuz everything is ok. She's still worried. May threshold daw ang Pinas. I, on the other hand, always feel that the Philippines has got to be the most resilient country in the world. Paulit ulit man madapa, makakatayo pa rin. Nakakasawa nga lang minsan dahil ang pareho lang palagi ang dahilan kung baket nagkakagulo ang gobyerno. Agawan ng kapangyarihan. Lagi na lang naglalaban ang oposisyon at ang makagobyerno. Pag nakuha ng kabilang panig, pilit aagawin na naman ng kabila. Kawawa naman tayong mga mamayang nasa gitna, ipit na ipit na. Tsk tsk tsk.


Random Tot #3
Minsan ba'y pumasok sa utak mo na gusto mo ng mag-asawa? Gusto mo ng magka-baby? Madalas kasi yan mapadaan sa isip ko ngayon. Hindi ako nagpaparinig sa aking boypren. Im simply expressing what I've been feeling lately. Im not saying I want to get married right now. Its just that sometimes, I feel like I've done everything already and I want to move on to the next stage of my life. Haay, its hard when you get old. You start thinking of these adult stuff. Hehehe.

Random Tot #4
Sana malaki ang increase ko sa sweldo para makabili ako ng kung ano-ano. (Note: This is not a random thought. This is permanent stuck in my head, hehehe)

Random Tot #5
Kelan kaya ako pwede magabsent? Gusto ko magabsent dahil gusto ko magapply ng landline para magkainternet na ulit kami sa bahay. I miss blogging soooooooo much!

Random Tot #6
Wala na akong maisip. Naiinip na si Miguel. Ang tagal tagal ko kasi. Wala na syang mapuntahan website, ako naman ang dami pang gustong sabihin pero dahil gabi na at kelangan ng umuwi, fine, goodbye blog. Till we meet again.

People, read on lang. I miss reading your comments. I promise,once I have more internet time, dadaan ako sa mga blog nyo!