Saturday, July 26, 2008

Lucky by Jason Mraz

Do you hear me, I'm talking to you

Across the water across the deep blue ocean

Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams

I feel your whisper across the sea

I keep you with me in my heart

You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes

Waiting for a love like this

Every time we say goodbye I wish we had one more kiss

I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again Lucky we're in love every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea

To an island where we'll meet

You'll hear the music fill the air

I'll put a flower in your hair though the breezes through trees

Move so pretty you're all I see

As the world keeps spinning round

You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love every way

Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed

Lucky to be coming home someday

Friday, May 23, 2008

Countdown to a New Life

So many things have been happening to me lately.
Despite my hectic schedule, I just had to take time to blog just to let it all out.

As always, the level of stress at work is at maximum overdrive. It just doesn't stop. I've been reading through most of my entries and have come to realize that its all I write about. Stress here, stress there...well for a change, I have something nice to write about work.

I finally have been given an opportunity to try out my skills with our Training and Development Team! Yipee! First and foremost, I won't have to deal with irate and senseless customers whining about the millions of problems being encountered by the bank. Woooohooo! I'll be transferring to this new team effective June 2. I can't contain my happiness! Too bad I cant show it that much at the office since I would be leaving the Inbound Team. I feel sad too but...

I'm way way happier with the transfer!! Happiness!
I even have a countdown on my calendar now...thats how excited I am! (Thanks to Jenny for this bright idea).

I believe that it would be a very exciting change for me. Definitely something to look forward to since it is a big change from the work that I've been doing for almost 7 years now. I look forward to all the challenge that comes with the change. =)

Another thing that I'm very excited about would be my wedding. Its happening really really soon! Super soon. I can't wait to be Mitch Claro. =)

And last but not the least...

Its almost June 1 so to all those in BDO, it only means one thing...BONUS NA!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Stressed at Home!

Too much stress can definitely make you crazy! I think I've proven this today.
Its a given that being at work is stressful but having the same kind of stress at home just tips you off your balance!

I'm about to go crazy over the fact that I'm supporting 8 people all on my own! I have to think about the rent, the food, everything! Its just too much for me.

What do I do to alleviate my from my stress? Why, spend of course! (Which will later on just add to my stress -- I dont care though). I bought myself a mountain bike! Ilalabas ko na lang sa page-exercise ang inis ko! Grrr.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

Global Warming

Gosh, I never thought global warming could be this bad!


I mean it! Its just freaking hot. Unbearably mind breaking! Sweat glands on adrenalin!

Even if we had no plans of going out and with so little budget, what the heck, my cousins and I together with Miguel decided to go swimming in Cloud 9 this afternoon. Oh boy, sobrang refreshing talaga! Ang sarap ng feeling na giniginaw at nangangatog!

But now that I'm home, its freaking hot again! I wanna live in a pool! I dont care if I get all wrinkly and pruny!

This is us btw...



Kala niyo environmentally relevant yung blogpost ko no? Hehe. Sorry.

Friday, April 11, 2008

A Much Needed Break

At long last, summer na!!!

Everyone is soo stressed at the office. Sa wakas, nagouting din kami and we sure had fun kahit na parang tumawid lang ako sa kabilang barangay dahil sa lapit ng aming venue (sa may Club Manila East in Taytay). Here are some pics for your perusal (hehe).




Di mukang masyadong masaya pero masaya na kami nyan, promise! =) We're all glad to be finally out of the office and just forget about all the problems and complaints that we encounter each and every day.

Saturday, March 15, 2008

A Heavy Choice...

I can't understand what I'm feeling right now.

There's this heaviness, a fear of an unknown, which seems to be bothering me eversince I woke up. I really don't know if its a reaction to the things that have happened for the last 2 days. I feel so unsure of everything, even of myself and the decisions that I have been making.

"Personality Fit" is what my boss calls it. Accdg to her, I should think whether or not I am fit for the position and responsibility that I would be taking on. I do believe that I am fit for the position and most especially the responsibility. What I do know is that I do not "fit" to my boss' concept of leadership. I have come to realize that "the heart" is not essential to her. Compliance and alignment to her own belief is the only key to becoming a good leader.

I feel sad that I do not see eye to eye with her. Admitting this to her would only equate to one thing and that would be to give up the opportunity that has been given to me to advance in my career.

Life poses another challenging question for me...

Whether to take the position and "force"myself to align with her ideals or...
To give it up and uphold what is in my heart.

To many idealists out there, the choice is very obvious. However, practicality points to the other. Now I know why some people choose the path trodden most often. It doesn't mean though that it is the easier path. Giving up your principles is never the easy option.

What do I do?

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Wedding Prep Weekend Part 2

Whew. Nakakapagod na araw na naman para sa amin ni Miguel.
Ginalugad na naman namin ang Kamaynilaan para maghanap ng akmang simbahan at wedding venue para sa aming nalalapit na kasal.

Wedding update nga pala: Change of plan kami ni Miguel. In previous blog entries, I've mentioned that we would be getting married in Sto. Tomas, Batangas. However, since most suppliers will be coming from Manila and almost all have add on service charge for out-of-town occassions, we wouldn't be savings much in the long run. Besides, all visitors will be coming from Manila. Why travel when we can just all be here in Manila.

Anways, tuloy natin ang kwento. Since I havent posted much pictures in my blog, I've decided to share some of the churches and venues that we've visited. Comments would definitely be appreciated in order for me to assess kung ano nga ba talaga ang maganda't sulit sa mga options namin.


First stop, sa Glass Garden along Evangelista St in Santolan, Pasig City. Maganda ang venue. Very ideal for those who want an outdoor feel to their wedding but are just too scared to risk being rained on. Kaya lang, katambal ng magandang ambiance, syempre, mahal. =)


Next stop, The Mango Farm. I love this place! And talk about convenience, halos katabing subdivison lang namin ang location niya. Very ideal for those who want a hardcore garden wedding. Very romantic ang dating with all the mango trees sorrounding you. Unfortunately, di pa din pasok sa budget namin.




Third option, the Fr. Mark Horan Hall located inside the compound of the Mr.Carmel Churcn in New Manila. Its not as popular and as "dreamy" as the first two venues but the price is quite reasonable. And its just 10 steps away from the church which makes it very convenient especially for the guest.

So far, these are just some of the places that we've visited. Hopefully, we would have more and more options so that Miguel and I can finally decide where to have our much awaited wedding =)

Friday, February 29, 2008

Time after time - Quietdrive

I finally found out who sang this version of Time After Time! Halelujah! Thanks to Miguel of course =) I just love this version sooooo much!

Monday, February 25, 2008

Wedding Prep Weekend 1

Wedding, wedding, wedding.

Wedding filled weekend is the best way to describe the last 2 days that just passed.

Went to Fernwoods for food tasting with Juan Carlo the Caterer last Saturday. Dropped by Coconut Palace aftwerwards. Take note, these two venues are located at the opposite end of the Manila.

Went to Glass Garden for food tasting with Hizon's yesterday. Dropped by The Mango Farm to visit the venue and check out the amenities. Went to Kapitan Moy to check out the "bulwagan" - highly possible venue. Went to Sta Elena Church and St Paul Church in Marikina.

Gosh. And we still haven't decided on our church and venue yet.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

On headaches and promotion

I 've been having major headaches for the past 3 days. Non stop throbbing and pain. That's all I feel now. I dont know if its because of my toothache (which I've been trying to ignore since Monday) or if its because of all the stress that I've been experiencing at work.

I feel like I've been stretched thin. There are just too many things that need to be done and I dont know where to begin. I've been doing a bit of this and a bit of that but at the end of the day, I always feel like I've accomplished nothing. I really need to overhaul my style. I need to schedule each task on a day to day basis in order to accomplish all the work that has been designated to me. Delagating is a relief but there are times when I feel like I still do most of the work.

The only consolation that I have right now is knowing that all my hardwork has been recognized. I am hoping for that promotion and raise since it will truly be a big help in our wedding plans. I just hope I get through all this with my sanity intact and without compromising my health.

Sweepy Dawggy

Friday, February 08, 2008

My R&R

I've been feeling so exhausted for the past couple of weeks and my body has finally won over my fear of not showing up for work (thank god!). I have tons and tons of things to do at the office but with a headache that feels like its ready to split open my head, why bother, right?

I've decided to write something in my blog again for the simple reason that I miss writing about things other than my constant whining and complaining about work (thanks to Eggy for enlightening me on this, hehe).

As the days go by, I feel more and more excited about the wedding =)

We've started with our canvassing 2 weeks ago. Divisoria is the place to be for couples on a budget. Never have I seen a place that had sooo much to offer =) In the heart of Divi, along Ilaya Street was a mecca of wedding dressmakers and their array of gowns. In the beginning I was feeling a little disappointed because everything was ready-to-wear and everything looked the same. Miguel and I asked around for the prices and packages that each shop offered but everybody seemed to be saying the same thing. Luckily (oh yes it was luck indeed), the very last shop that we entered had better things to offer. The owner showed us different kinds of fabric and even gave tips on what looked best and what was practical. She also offered a package that seemed within our means. We also finally had an inspiration on the motif, torqoise ((thanks to shop owner!)!

Next week, our next stop is to attend the wedding exhibit at SM Megamall. Hopefully, we'll find more ideas and find good and potential suppliers so that we can start organizing the wedding!

Soo exciting!

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Workaholic

If you choose to stay in the office for more than 16 hours are you considered a workaholic already?

Hmmmm...

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Surviving

Its been two weeks of being left in charge of a team composed of all sorts of people between the ages of 23 to 36.

I can't believe that I'm still alive and sane.

Aside from tons and tons of report and administrative duties, I have to deal with juggling different people with varying personalities! Nice people, rude people, irritating people, people of all sorts! Its crazy!

But at the end of the day, despite feeling soo tired from all the work, I still feel happy because I realized that I am capable...I am able. =)

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Moments


Seeing things like this and capturing its splendor is definitely a moment where you find yourself in awe at the marvel of God's power and wisdom.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Reality Bites...and It Hurts!

I just had an affirmation of how harsh and unfair the world can be.
Right in my face, I realized that there are people in this world who can never play a fair game. I've always known this. I'm sure a lot of people have but never in my life has it been rubbed in face, not until today.

I've always believed in justice. That I get what I deserve. What I do is reciprocated by the exact same weight of what I've done. I always believed that this is how things should work. That was the beauty of life for me. You dont get everything. You just get what you deserve.

Unfortunately, I was wrong. Some people can get more than what they deserve and get away with it with a smirk on their faces.

He didn't deserve it. It was unfair. Not to me but to the rest of his supposed equals who never got the chance to play favorite. And what did he do to deserve it? Nothing. He didnt even make an effort.

Not for anything else...


Witnessing injustice can be quite harsh to someone who has always thought that there is always justice and goodness in each and every person's heart. Who am I kidding to actually believe in this kind of "fairy tale" belief?

In the end though, despite all the rants, there is only one way to deal with such an experience.

Deal with it.
Learn from it.

I definitely learned a very very important life lesson today.

Not everyone can be fair.

But I can be. I am. And I will always be.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Quickie

Im so tired.

Pagod na pagod ako. Latang lata pa.
Kung may choice lang ako, ayaw ko ng magtrabaho.

I just want to stay at home all day.
Sleep.
Eat.
Surf the net.
Eat.
Blog.

Hay.

Sunday, January 06, 2008

Hi Five Video (Tribute to the High Five...commonly known to Pinoys as "Appear!"

A Short but Fun Weekend Getaway

Jenny, Eggy, Miguel, Rico and I met up my hometown at Sto. Tomas, Batangas last Saturday. Initial plan was to visit the Parish Office of Sto Tomas to inquire about how we can reserve a date for our wedding this year (which will hopefully push through either by October or December). With no other plans and not much cash as well, we set off early in the morning so we could evetually come home early as well (sure sign of old age, hehe).

We were so worried that traffic was going to be horrible based on our experience last Dec 30, 2007. Luckily, the roads were clear and the weather was fine so our trip was just a breeze.

South Luzon Expressway


Our first stop was definitely the church since it was closed during our last visit. It was timely that there was an ongoing wedding so we had an easier time imagining how our (Miguel and I) wedding would look like. The church had beautiful chandeliers and a magnificent altar yet it didnt seem too grand, thus it looked and felt perfect to me. Another plus factor is the fact that this was the same church where I was baptized, I had my First Communion and Confirmation. Having our wedding there just made perfect sense.

Altar


After several pictures later, we headed off to Rose and Grace Restaurant. Any tourist who finds himself in Sto Tomas must never leave without having eaten in this restaurant. It serves the most sumptuous Bulalo and other Batangas specialties like the "tulingan". Look at our pictures, its very obvious that we ate to our heart's content!

Sarap ng Bulalo


We still had so much time left after lunch that we decided to head off to Talisay, Rico's hometown and my childhood hometown as well. He said he had Batangas brewed coffee prepared for us so who were we to say no to another treat. We drank and drank and drank coffee and after all the caffeine rush, headed off to nearby Taal Lake for a little site seeing and more picture taking, of course!

Kapihan sa Talisay


Kababata


Taal Volcano


By the lakeside


At the end of the day, everyone may have been tired but we were all just soo happy, content and mentally recharged as well.