Monday, January 31, 2005

Sarbey Mula Sa Aking Editor

Ako ay si ... Mitchvee
Sabi nila ... pumayat raw ako! (sa mga matagal ng hindi nakakita sken, ikaw yun maranatha, oo, tumaba ako, as in, at pumayat ulit!)
Sabi ko naman ... Buti naman. Mahirap magpapayat no!
Ang huli kong binili ay ... French toast sa kantina dito sa opisina
Ang huli kong kinain ay ... Yung French toast na binili ko
Ang cellphone ko ay ... isang k700i (at ngayon ay lubog na ako sa utang sa credit card)
Ang huling nag misscall sa fone ko ay si ... Ate Laila (nagpapabili kasi sya ng Sun prepaid sim)
Ang huling nag text sa kin ay si ...Ate Laila (kinukulit ako na bumili ng sun prepaid sim)
Nagising ako kaninang ... 530AM, ginising ako ni Payatot
Pagkagising ko ... una kong narinig ang boses ni Payatot, bedroom voice pa. Papa!
Ako ay nasa ... impiyerno (aka opis)
Ang kulay ng suot ko ngaun ay ... asul na uniporme ng BDO na mukang uniporme ng mga taga SM.
Ang kulay ng bed sheet ko ngayon ay ... dilaw
Naiinis ako sa ... SSS loan ko
Natutuwa naman ako sa ... sarbey na ito
Namimiss ko na ... magbadminton, maglaro ng sims at heroes of might and magic
Hindi ko naman namimiss ... si bossing
Huli akong uminom ... ng tubig ni jenny (parang di maganda pakinggan)
Ang ininom namin nun ay... tubig nga
Kasama ko nun yung ... babaitang pangalan ay jenny nga
Ang oras ngayon ay ... 4:11pm, 49mins na lang uwian na!
Ang nag send sakin ng survey na to ay ... ninakaw ko lang sa blog ni maranatha
Nagsasagot ako nito kasi ... wala akong magawa at gusto ko lubusin ang paggamit ng internet sa opisina para naman makabawi ako sa lahat ng pahirap na dulot nito
Huli akong umiyak nung ... ewan...2 linggo na ata ang nakakalipas
Pinaiyak ako ng ... boss ko
Huli naman akong tumawa nung ...1 millisecond ago. lagi naman akong tumatawa kahit walang nakakatawa e.
Pinatawa naman ako ni ...sasing
Crush ko si ... Payatot
Crush naman ako ni ...aba, malay. kung sino man ang mahilig sa mukang exotic, yun na siguro may crush sken
Pero mahal ko si ...Payatot
Mahal naman ako ni ...Payatot (mutual yan mga repapips!)
Ang kantang pinakikinggan ko ngayon ay ...wala
Gusto kong ...magpunta ng Bohol at magbakasyon kasama ni Payatot
Gusto ko ng matapos tong survey na to kasi ...malapit na maguwian
Hindi ko na alam kung pano tatapusin tong survey kaya ... ewan. tapos na naman a. hmm.

Unang Taon Ng Sisidlan

Matagal na panahon na akong hindi nakakapagsulat sa wikang aking mas unang minahal at mas nakasanayan. Bigla ko na lamang naalala na ng una kong binuo ang Sisidlan, ang aking nais ay maitampok ang aking mga saloobin sa wikang Tagalog. Tama lamang na ngayong isang taon na ang aking Sisidlan, na makapagsulat akong muli sa wikang isinisigaw ng aking dugo at isipan.

Nagbalik tanaw ako at muling binasa ang mga dati kong naisulat. Nakakatuwang mabasa muli at alalahanin ang aking mga pinagdaanan. Nakakaaliw makita ang mga pagbabagong nangyari sa aking buhay na aking namalas sa bawat kwentong aking nailahad.

Ang buhay talaga ng isang tao kahit na gaano pang kapayak ay sadyang interesante pa rin. Yan ang aking masasabi base sa iba't ibang mga blog na aking nadaanan, binasa't ninamnam sa loob ng isang taon. Merong mga kwentong sadyang nakakatawa. Meron din namang nakakalungkot. At mas lalong merong mga kwentong sadyang magbubukas sa iyong mata sa mga katotohanang ipinupukol ng buhay sa ibang tao maliban sa'yo.

Masaya ako at aking natutunang ipunin ang kwento ng aking buhay sa aking sisidlan. Maluwag pa't marami pang maaaring ilagay na alaala rito kaya't puspusan ang aking pakikipagsapalaran sa buhay upang mailakip ang bawat kwento at baunin sa aking sisidlan.

Thursday, January 27, 2005

Thinking Bad Thoughts is...Bad.

Never ever bother yourself with things that you're not supposed to think of in the first place if you dont want things to screw up. This is what I've been repeating over and over to myself for the nth time. Its definitely not healthy because it will only turn you more and more paranoid and will just make things turn out bad.

I was never like this before. I wonder why Im suddenly so scared of so many things now. He asked me why Im thinking these things last night. He asked me if how he's been acting is making me think of these things. I don't know. He asked if I was feeling insecure. Maybe. What Im sure of is that Im just scared of losing him. Maybe the fear just seems stronger now and seems to loom more because I already experienced losing someone. Way back then, the thought of losing someone never ever entered my mind because I felt so secure with what we had. It seemed like we were going to be together forever because we never ever had any major problems. In the end, what we had did not last.

I'm glad that things turned out the way that it has now but the fear of losing someone that you love so much just seems more real now because I know that this can happen, it does happen. I still need to learn to deal with this fear. Soon. I dont want to screw up. What I have is too good for me to screw it all up.

Trust is not an issue. I do trust him and do believe him. I just need to stop thinking too much. Must not be afraid.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

I Am Inspired

People, your life is not complete and if you have not read chona's blog. She has the funnniest, wackiest blog in the whole entire world! I want every Filipino in the world to read her blog cuz its super funny! I dont know if she's just a poser or if she's just pretending to be a maid but it doesnt matter, her adventures and quirks just make me forget about all the crappy stuff that i need to think about.

Check this out Chona's blog! Go to http://chona.blogspot.com

Now!

Monday, January 24, 2005

Sick to the Core

I feel sick. My mouth feels funny. My tooth and gums are throbbing. My head feels like its about to pop. I feel cold all over. Im hungry but its soo hard to eat because my throat is bothering me. To top it all, Im at the office, still answering calls. What a way to ease urself. I just want to go home and rest. Too bad I cant go home yet...I still have a root canal session with my dentist. Life sucks.


Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Jenny And Mitch's Official Dictionary

Here is a list of all the words that we've coined and used over the years (a friendship that has lasted for almost 14 years already) - - Oh dear God, has it been that long?!? Kill me now!

1. Bu! Jidosya - The very first word of Mitch and Jenny. The Original Word. Origin: The famous hanky that has Bu Jidosyas written all over it.

2. Ligabu - virgin

3. Mimi - origin: a certain boy with initials M.R. Meaning 1: mimiyak et al. Meaning2: Emmylou Gaite; Spin off: Mimimimi - Origin: Ate Laila, while looking out the window, Mits and Jenny ask her a question, her response - - 'Mimimimi'.

4. Yode - An expression that signifies contentment.

5. Bisfreni - Word of affection towards bestfriend (and bestfriend alone); constantly used as cellphone name but changed occassionaly to other weird names due to unexpected and stupid circumstances. (Eg. Piklat, Blegy, Mangkeh)

6. Icky - Expresson of disgust; Spinoff: Ickybuns - pertains to Mitch's little dirty secret.

7. Mingming - Usually used to describe little things...little haribol things; Meaning 2: Word of greeting; Meaning3: Term of endearment for thin boyfriends

8. Lili - Originally used to describe Sir Ian's manliness.

9. Blegy - Origin: Unknown. Used by Mitch to call Jenny. May pertain to something big and fat.
10. Pikpik - A word of greeting usually used when in a good mood; also used to call a girl's privates.

11. Enen - a mistake (by Jenny)

12. Nogneg - used to describe the "other one"

13. Piklat - originally an icky term used by Jenny. We cannot remember why. It is now a term that describes something thats kawawa, something thats small, something sablay, something engot.

14. Tekla - baduy, jologs. A description for a person who dresses funny.

15. "Kamukha mo si Jenssen" - a phrase that leads to an argument.

16. "You are Jenssen" - statement used by the winner of the argument stated above.

17. Bu! - an expresson or sound used to horrify one another

18. Du! - Originally created out of boredom. Now pertains to Mitch's moon faced nephew.

19. Plikypikpik - The name of our upcoming album, to be released when both Mitch and Jenny are dead.

20. Bits! - an expression of frustration towards Bisfreni and other friends

21. Tif! - what Jenny calls Mitch when Mitch steals something from her (which I never do!)

22. Ne - another mistake

23. No! - difficult to describe how Mitch and Jenny pronounces it but its how we pronounce 'No'

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

My Type of Intelligence

So, this is my type of intelligence. Well, that figures...

How nerdy.






Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence



You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well.
An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly.
You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view.
A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary.

You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator.



Monday, January 17, 2005

Getaway

I definitely need a break. A very long one. Feeling like you always want to be absent every single day is a sure sign that life at work is crappy. That's how I've been feeling since day 1 of January. I want to get away from all the hustle and bustle of office work. I don't want to hear a single complaint. I don't want to hear the ringing of a lucent phone. I don't want to see applix or any of the other system that we're using at work.

I want to see trees. I want to lie down on fine white sand. I want to dip my feet and feel the tickle of seawater. I want to feel the sun all over my skin.


Aloha Beach in Bohol




The Majestic Chocolate Hills



Everything around me feels trivial. Unreal. Unnecessary. Too much of life can suffocate a person. I've always wanted things simple. Let me have my freedom. Let me have my peace.

Bothered

There are just some boxes that are not meant to be opened.

Some things are better left unsaid. I've always been the type of person who would rather not find out about something and be left in the dark about a certain issue than know things and forever be bothered about them. I know that its a dumb idea but I'd rather have my peace of mind. That all I've ever wanted in the first place. I like things kept simple. I hate complications.


I know I can't be like this forever but I cant help but complain (complaining keeps me sane, I swear). I need to get used to things like this cuz life has harsher things in store for me. I guess I eventually will but for the mean time, I choose to just keep quiet. Too many watchful eyes. Too many people affected. Mitch definitely bothered.

Friday, January 14, 2005

Things that I stumble upon...

I've been bloghopping for the past few days and I've stumbled upon a number of interesting blogs and entries but when I read joacs' entry in his blog, I just had to post it too so that the people I know could read it too. Its crazy. People think up with the weirdest things. Read on.

Things that make you go, "Ha?"

1. You're going to the moon! What did you forget to pack?
2. What would you wear for camouflage if you were hiding in a gingerbread house?
3. Well, maybe they don't need them, but don't you think that some fish might like a bicycle?
4. In the dream where you show up to school naked, why do you never go swimming?
5. If your whole body were a hot air balloon, would you stop eating spicy food?
6. Try writing your name with your other hand. Where was that person raised?
7. What's the best time you've ever had licking stamps?
8. Lionesses have no manes. How do they know when they've grown up?
9. You've been invited to a fancy ball but the only thing you have to wear is an orange wooly jumper. What shoes do you wear?
10. Which do you prefer and why: whittling with soap or whistling with wood?
11. If there's no I in team, why is there meat?
12. What was the stage name of your favorite actress before she was born?
13. Aren't papier mache cuts the worst?
14. Why does the color blue mean raspberry-flavored?
15. Which is more important to you and why: flexibility or expandability?
16. What did you dream when you ate a spider while sleeping?
17. You can punch a hole in an apple using a straw. How do you think that makes your milkshake feel?
18. Compose the lyrics to a new national anthem that features an animal sound at least once:
19. The first time you had your shoes taken off - how surprised were you to see that you still had toes?
20. Why does the taste of pennies remind you of losing a tooth?
21. Try writing your name with your other hand. Where was that person raised?
22. When you've got water stuck in your ear, how do you get it out?
23. You've written a hit musical! How will you avoid having fame go to your head?
24. You forgot your mom's birthday! What can you make out of super glue and olive pits?
25. How tall would you be if you had never cut your fingernails?
26. The hair from your last haircut ... what would it say about your new style?
27. Radio wire is often used to make bird nests. What station do they listen to?
28. Create a tagline for a new line of plastic bedsheets.
29. You've rented a sky-writer to propose to your significant other, but it's completely overcast. What will you do?
30. Chicken monkey shoes?
31. Come up with some possible band names for your group that features a washboard and a styrofoam tuba.
32. The wicked backspin caught you off guard. How will you play it off without losing your footing?
33. Which is more important to you and why: flexibility or expandability?
34. That can't really be a fish you're standing on, can it?
35. You've just inherited a manufacturing plant that specializes in plastics. What are you going to make?
36. You're trapped in a well with a goat and a slinky. Describe how you will escape.
37. If you drive on a parkway why don't they make the whole plane out of that?
38. Your bow is not broken but you've run out of arrows. How can you fake being a bard?
39. Whoops! Your tongue is now a magnet. Whatever will you use for silverware?
40. What kind of tape is best for creating a sculpture?
41. All of the phone numbers have fallen out of your address book. Whose number do you look for first and why?
42. Try making up the rules to a game where you tie knots in a yo-yo string just to see if you can get them out:
43. You're in the grocery store with a broken cart. How will you ever be that hungry?
44. You can punch a hole in an apple using a straw. How do you think that makes your milkshake feel?
45. Sponges and tongues are frequently misspelled. Is it because both are thirsty?
46. What would you name your ballet inspired by the sight of children leaping through a garden sprinkler?
47. The love potion you made tastes terrible. How will you drink it?
48. Your people want to make a statue in your honor. What will it be made out of and what victory will it commemorate?
49. How do you pronounce the 'g' in bologna?
50. If mud is dirt plus water, what is clay?
51. You can whistle and steam can whistle, so why do you sing in the shower?
52. Your pajamas have duckies on them. Why did you switch from choo-choos?
53. You've been entered in a shadow puppet contest. What's your best pose?

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

A Little Nudge

I have not had the time to blog at all. I have not had a decent entry in ages. Ever since January started, I write in short sentences...phrases. Its pathetic actually. I never liked the times when I never ever get to blog and write something of substance. It only means one thing actually. Im having a really crappy day. Most of my recent blogs are of no substance so its fairly safe to say that I've definitely been having crappy days. However, I find no more reason writing down all the bad things that have been happening to me for the past few days. Instead, I have decided to immerse myself in positive energy, positive thoughts and positive vibes. It is pointless to actually bawl and whine and complain about problems. It does not help at all. Well, it does relieve you if you do bawl and whine and complain maybe for a sec but after that, let it all go and just allow yourself to smile. Im lucky enough to have someone who knows exactly how to do that and Im even luckier to have someone who lets the positive energy in him emmanate and give me a little nudge in the back so that I can smile as well.

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

Whoopee 2

I really am on a roll.

4th time in the Principal's Office.

Yaay.

Monday, January 10, 2005

Whoopee.

I've been called to the principal's office thrice in a span of 6 days.

I'm on a roll.

Yaaay.

Bukas...

Kung noo'y ang alam lamang tingna'y nakaraan at kasalukuyan...ngayon ay natuto na rin akong sulyapin ang hinaharap. Kung noo'y hindi naiisip ang maaaring mangyari, ngayo'y hinahayaan paglaruin ang isip at namnamin ang maaring makasama panghabambuhay.

Wednesday, January 05, 2005

Reality Bites Hard

Reality really does bite hard.

I've been in dreamland for almost two months and finally, reality has caught up with me. Everything seems so real now. Moves are so calculated. Cannot really express myself the way that I would want to or normally would do since it seems like Im always being watched. I knew that this day would come and I thought that I was going to be prepared for it but Im still stunned now that it has finally bitten. It has definitely not sunk in. I know I should give it time though, it has only been like two days and I guess Im still adjusting to everything and everyone but I really dont like the way I've been feeling. I guess that's why Im blogging away so that at least I could release some of the things running through my mind now.

Tuesday, January 04, 2005

Hay Buhay

Kapagod. Thats all I can say.

Monday, January 03, 2005

Back in the Day Shift

Here we go!

As expected, bumabaha ang calls. Whats new? I was expecting this. Pero in fairness, shocking pa din. Ang dami. Non stop queuing.

The more I miss GY.

I miss Miguel too.